Its been two months since I last posted on the blog, so it only fits to start this post with an apology. Sometimes when you have so much to say, so many thoughts on your mind and you don’t know where to begin, you suddenly just decide to say nothing, that’s what I did. And for that I am sorry!
I created this blog as a platform to share my passion with the world, to create content, and hopefully inspire people to pursue their dreams and passion. I am never letting that go! Because if it keeps you up at night, if it make your heart rush and skin shiver, then you hold on to it and never let go.
Most of the time I am all about spreading good vibes and positive energy. But sometimes life knocks you over, you face obstacles, you experience pain, you experience failures and no matter how hard you try, things just don’t work out. Although I won’t go into any details, but the past couple months have been really challenging, both mentally and emotionally.
I am not sure if this is a blessing or a curse but I don’t know how to experience things without feeling too much and thinking too much. I am always questioning and struggling to find the meaning in everything, I don’t know how to be anything other than intense. And even if that makes me misunderstood, I am finally okay with that.
Finding what makes you passionate more than anything in the world is a reason big enough to keep going. Sharing it with the rest of the world is a way to touch people one step at a time. In order to do so, you have to dig deep within yourself and not be afraid of the darkness you might encounter. We are all afraid of our own darkness, are scared of the doors it might open within us out of fear of our doubts, our demons… But how do you really know yourself if you don’t dare to learn about every part about you? Even the darkest one? I guess what i’m really trying to say is, if you never make peace with every aspect of yourself, you will never truly be whole.
Work in a progress
Listen to the voice inside your head, even if its sometimes contradictory, try to view this contradiction as a wish to balance, and let it lead you towards what feels truly good. Its about living a life elegantly, gracefully, letting your actions speak for themselves, never react with anger or cruelty but instead showing what you stand for through graceful statements. Its about learning to let go of things that you can’t control, its about knowing yourself worth to not accept anything less than what you deserve, how to say no at a certain point to receiving rewards from a system you don’t agree with… Because integrity is a work of a lifetime, and I am still a work in a progress.
To end this post on a positive note, remember that you always have a choice, no matter where you come from or who you are, to do the right thing and chase your dreams. And as always, I am graithful that you are here reading this post and hope to inspire you to a beautiful life.